Archive for November, 2005

Q and A

Friday, November 18th, 2005

1) afraid of being single?
not actually

2) What do you do when you can’t sleep?
stare at the ceiling..

3) How far would you go to get something you
really want?
as far as i can…

4)What time is it right now?
12:59

5) go for personality or looks?
personality or looks…

6)fave flavor of Kool-Aid?
strawberry

7)What makes you *Really* happy?
reciprocated love…

8)Are you a negative person?
not really

9)In your opinion, you think premarital sex is
wrong?
no

10) believe in ‘Reincarnation’?
yes

11) What’s your fave online news site?
inq7

12)Which Celebrity do you think you most resemble?
you tell me

13)What do you think the meaning of life is?
to live according to Gods plan

14)Fave color?
shades of green.. onting yellow.. graduate ako sa black.

15)Which IM programs do you use?
Yahoo messenger

16)describe a good vacation.
It’s always the beach..

17)How many kids do you want to have?
  2

19. music u CAN’T stand?
acid rock

20)Do you have a job?
yes

21)how would u rate yourself in a scale from 1-10?
based on??

22)What size of shoe do you wear?
6

23) What are your hobbies?
online readables, updating my blog.. di blah di blah

24)What was the last thing you downloaded?
wla

25)What talent you wish to have?
i can sing.. i just wish im better

26)Last thing you drank?
        cold milo

27)What do you think is the most stupid law?
quite alot.. cant name any

28)How many people are on your buddylist?
++200

29)What are the sites you go to most?
, friendster, cosmopolitan, altavista

30)Do you like seafood?
no

31)What is your fave place to hAng out at?
home

32)Worst insult you ever heard about yourself?
i forgot all of them.. i usuallytake them constructvely

33)Best compliment you’ve received from someone?
im pretty (hahaha)

34)Are you picky?
not really, but in some aspects yes

35)fashion tip:
be sexy on maong and stilletos. wear sleeves that are really short, collared is conservative. black is safe..

36)Perfect place to go on your first date with
someone?
dunno.. he shoud think about it right?

37)what gift do you like receiving?
         jackets and signatured underwear

38)sports you are good at..
badminton and table tennis

39)what vcd would you like to keep?
             fight club, before sunset

40)What is the best quality about you?
selfless…

Makati diaries 9: Up the 16F (hidden files)

Wednesday, November 16th, 2005

Date: 8:29 pm. May 16,2005.

as i rode a taxi on my way to work this morning with three total strangers, i received an sms

from sheryll…" joms, i heard from chico this morning greeting somebody who just passed the CE board exams. the results are out i guess."

i ddnt reply bec i had no load. my heart was panting. as i reached the office. i called her up.

"girl, wla akong load. may internet k db? check mo naman.", kako. " teka may tinitingnan ako para kay neal", she retorted. " ah ganon ba? pasenxa na. cge mmaya na lang". "ito na nga binubuksan na. saan ba?" i told her to look up at inq7 and read a list of courses… "chemical…. civil…*pause 19 lang ang nag-exam??…. *pause.. ay iba to.. tol wala pa results", she finished.

okay but unbelieving.i loaded up as lunch came. "Joel, may results na daw ah". Joel opened inq7…."

(saw the results)

At that instant. i ddnt know what to feel. i am sure i am happy about it. finally he did it. i was finding explanation about my strange feeling while eating my longganisa. i texted ryll.

"To: *ryll Message: He passed…

after three spoonfuls, i moved my lunch back to the ref. tried to drink water and went to the balcony. Up the 16F overlooking the roofs and cars passing by. i know that the air is darn hot but i felt chilly. i looked at my phone.

"from: *ryll / Message: Dapat lang. He bears the name of our school. Well, u must b happy. Congratulations?"


<<<<story truncated….>>>>

My first office overnight (and alone)

Saturday, November 5th, 2005

Before anything else, i would like to thank Estongs MP3 for keeping me awake and no thanks to Limwell(our IT here) for giving me a hard time connecting to Launchcast… <<2:55 am in the clock>> i wasnt able to maximize WWW.

So what do i have here? a feat of an arched truss to finish, less to impress my boss (who by the way looks very much like Ariel Ureta with all that hair, skin color. Much more like his clone.. and yes, speaking manner.. "I have a confusing day!" with the intonation of course) who texted me if i was able to come in the office (yesterday Saturday.. kasi sunday na ngayon). obviously, i’m here working.i got no load and my trustee chikkatxt via yahoo failed me. will do that first thing in the morning <<3:01am in the clock>>

i amazed myself for not fearing anything that’s unsightful to see here in the office. Thanks Goddamit’ i’m facing a wall! No paranoia who’d be peeping at me on the other cubicle.. (yeah joms, you’re starting to scare yourself! Seessh why did i say that? oh well, there’s a certain "cosme" daw here in the office. sounds so much like Casper. i hope it’s a handsome Casper in human form.. nyahahaha. Cold human form. <<I need a miracle by New Radicals>>anyway, i’m blogging this experience down. Let’s wait some more what happens to me after i promised playing badminton with Charles in about 5hrs and 50min. i had no decent dinner and I’m having dawn food cravings.. whatever that means.

*Sigh thought i’d be goin somewhere with this skirt and sandals i’m wearing. But just the blue carpet andSleepy_girl thick books stacked in here to witness me all<<Black eyed peas _Shut up in the player>> Will leave in 2hrs i swear. Or else will drop dead if i ddnt get any sleep. Poor skin. I’m so physically single and so married to my job. << Falling in love by Lisa loeb in the player>>

Sana may bus na ng 5am…. not sleepy but i’m so hungry!! <<3:11am in the clock>> Maunsell_logo

Don Henley & Patty Smyth - Sometimes Love Just Ain’t Enough

Saturday, November 5th, 2005

Don Henley & Patty Smyth - Sometimes Love Just Ain’t Enough

I don’t want to lose you
But I don’t want to use you
Just to have somebody by my side
I don’t want to hate you
And I don’t want to take you
But I don’t want to be the one to cry
It don’t really matter
To anyone anymore
Like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

There’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And it’s sad when you know it’s you’re heart you can’t trust
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough

I could never change you
I don’t want to blame you
Baby you don’t have to take the fault
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
Like a fool we’ll never see the truth
I keep thinking something’s gonna’ change

And there’s no way home
When it’s late at night and you’re all alone
All the things that you wanted to say
Do you feel that beside you in you’re bed
There beside you where I used to leigh

There’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And it’s sad when you know it’s you’re heart they can’t touch
There’s a reason why people don’t say who they are
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough